So, through the day do to many circumstance I was feeling depressed almost on the verge of crying. And I'm tired of crying all the time so, I though of the options that I had to avoid feeling the way I was. My options were to get drunk which I did earlier this week and I didn't really want to spend the money on it. I could've gotten high, but the weather has been way to warm and there's a drought with weed so I wasn't able to go that route either. So I decided to utilize a box of 18ga play piercing needles I had sitting around. I haven't touched them in a little while so I figured I'd give them a try.
At A Glance Author wherethewildthingsare Contact sikone666@hotmail.com IAM wherethewildthingsare When It just happened Artist me Studio my room Location Ct., USA I begin by setting up. To start I get all my stuff together, that including latex gloves, a bottle of stop bleed, a roll of paper towels, a razor blade, a pinwheel, a plastic bag, a towel, and a glass of water. My actual set up I use for this is that I put down the garbage bag incase any blood seeps through the towel
I sit on top of. Then I put a paper towel on a clip board to hold all the needles I'll be using. Then I put on my gloves and started un capping all the needles I planned on using.
This time it was roughly 80, 18ga. needles. I also did about 15 small cuts using a razor blade. But now on to the actual procedure.... The areas focused on were the pubic are and my upper legs / thigh area. I started on the pubic area, I put about 10 needles in there 5 on each side. Then I started on my right thigh from the inside. I put a hand full on the inside of my leg close to the genital area, the put another hand full on the top part of my leg , then up a little further on the leg I moved in back towards the inside of the leg and then also some on the outside of the leg. I put roughly a total of 40 needles on each upper leg/ thigh area scattered in about groups of 5 needles. I slowly waited for the areas in which I pierced for them to start to tingle. And in about 30 minutes after my right side had been play pierced I felt it start to tingle. Mean while I was still play piercing the left side and it hadn't taken too much effect yet. So when I finished with the needles both parts of my upper legs were tingling.
But I was still a bit unhappy with the end result so I reached for the razor blade and began to cut myself in any areas that weren't already covered with needles. The cuts didn't draw too much blood, but the added some more to the already going sensation of the needles. After about 15 small cuts on my thighs and a few on the pubic area, I was nearly satisfied!
I had no longer felt depressed, so I sat there for a while watching the cuts drip a bit of blood and still feeling the buzz in my body from the needles. Then after sitting for about 45 minutes, I had decided to remove the needles. I started with the pubic area 1st, then moved on to the inner thighs and then moving on down my leg to remove all the needles. For me I like to remove the needles in the same order I put them in. I don't know why, it's just how I like to do it. So after all the needles were removed I sat there and let the blood run for a little while. Not to much blood, but enough to make me happy and feel better than I was before I had started the session. So while still bleeding I quickly try and wipe up the excess blood with some toilet paper and then slip on a pair of dark colored boxers and then I make a run to the bathroom to clean up and in the process I'm trying not to get any blood anywhere. Usually I do pretty good with this, but with other types of rituals I've manage to get a little bit of blood here and there. But luckily for me when I notice it on the way back from the shower, it's still fresh and I can wipe it up real quick before anyone notices it. Mind you I still live with my parents and though they know I do this type of shit they would surely be pissed if they saw blood on they're floors or carpets. Plus they hate the idea of what I do, but that's besides the point. So in the shower none of either the cuts nor the needle hole stung to much and by the time I got out they had all stopped bleeding to. This is just an example of some of the stuff I do. I though people would like to hear it so, I decided to write up an experience on it.