Liberty
At A Glance Author Liberty Contact Liberty@bme.anon IAM liberty When It just happened Artist self piercing Studio at home Location home Chapter one
I am Liberty...I am 54 years old, married for thirty years and still in love with the same woman. But she is not attracted to sex anymore and of course I suffered a lot from it. If I had not been in love with her it would not have been a problem, but I am and I never did anything to damage our union.
Not long ago I suffered two infarctus and saw depth very close. Since I am out of the hospital I see life differently and I intend to do anything I a want to enjoy every days I am left with.
I always have been attracted to pain in sex. BDSM excites me a lot. And I can reach orgasm only trough pain experiences. So about a wee ago I decide it was time I do something I liked at once. As I was in the hospital after making friend with some of the nurses, I got a old of few medical supply and since I am a freelancer I have all the time at home ...alone...to do anything I want with discretion. Since I am out of work for so long I am very short of money and I decided to use all the knowledge I have about medical science to work on my body by myself. It could be a dangerous has to be very careful about infection. Pain could cause you to feint and you could find yourself in a funny position. My method is not is safe enough for although different then what you normally see. So a Monday morning I decided it was time and I got ready to do it...first I got 3ccm syringe with the tiniest needle I could find. Then an other syringe with a fairly good size needle. Then two scribers (those you find on an adjustable one foot square for cabinet making) a pair of long nose pliers, an eraser a small hammer, few needles with three tissue paper, mirror and rings.
I had no money for expensive rings and I wanted rings with a fairly good size gauge and diameter. In my craft supply I have these splits opening rings to put keys on, so I use the one-inch rings and the two inch one. I took al the stuff that could be boiled into a pot and boiled everything for about 45 minutes. Then I set all my materiel on a clean white sheet in my office at home. I add to that an antiseptic cream and my secret ingredient to relief some of the pain. It is just a cream you normally use to ease a tooth pain. I filled two syringes whit that cream and install two different sizes needles on them.... OK let's get started....
First piercing I wanted was one that would be going from right to left I the middle of my scrotum. I used the biggest needle with a syringe filled with the numbing cream. I first let out a tiny drop of the cream I apply on the skin and after 10 seconds I started to slowly push they needle in nervously as I did not know yet how painful it would be and how good the cream would work. Surprise...a bit of pain but as I proceeded the passing I let go tiny amount of gully and the pain dissevered slowly. After a minute I reached the other side about half of an inch from the penetration hole. I felt a great relief and took the time to breathe before proceeding to the second steep...Oufff it felt good to do something so different I felt like a little boy who just smoke his first cigarette in hiding convince he had committed a crime...Hi Hi HI! I like it...But my hand are shaking of nervousness and joy...What a feeling it is just to see that needle in there...I contemplated the picture in a mirror I had in my office and saw the image of a little chubby man with a needle stock in is bag...I am happy and it is time to proceed...
I decided to go directly to the biggest scriber to enlarge the holes since the pain was so little. I did not have to push very hard. It slipped easy in place and after turning it a few times I pulled it out and picked up a one-inch ring. I covered the whole surface of the ring with antibiotic cream slide it in place and close it. Only a bit of blood had come out and I wiped my bag clean...There it was...My first piercing...It is so exiting for me a man of my age...Am I sick in my head...I don't think so ...Jus a simple man who felted crushed all is life and had just discovered liberty. I kind of felt ashamed and did not want anybody to see it nor my wife and kids mainly. I did not want to have to explained my acts. I would be very discreet with my secret until I have the time to talk to my wife and settle our life together ...No sex anymore from her ok but what am I suppose to do? I know she is a very reasonable woman that she loves me and I love her, and since we have still so many things in common maybe we can come to some reasonable arrangements...Let's see what the future will be????