In the past I had sent in a few photos of my castration play and was excited by the images of piercing and like to check out the newly posted images on the BMEzine site.
At A Glance Author anonymous Contact anonymous@bme.anon When It just happened Artist self performed Location Sydney Australia I had been home from work and the medication and blocked nose woke me up at about 12.30. Unable to sleep I had to sit up; I just could not lie down any longer. I left the bedroom and went through to the TV room.
I was bored; Sydney TV is just so boring at this time of night. There was a small safety pin (inch and a quarter long) so I decided to experiment with piercing my penis.
I generally have a low tolerance to pain and doubted I would get very far.
To sterilize the pin, ridge and top area of the glans, I liberally applied methylated spirits. My glans has never been very sensitive I am barely able to discern any touch to the tip of my penis. Possibly my nerves were damaged when I was circumcised as an infant. I don't know I have never had much feeling here so I don't know any thing different.
I placed the point of the pin behind the ridge, dead center of the top of the glans and started to press the pin forward. I was amazed that it did not seem to be very painful however the glans which looks so soft was in fact incredibly tough. I had to push the back of the pin with a lot of force. After 3/8 inch of the pin had penetrated, it seemed to be stuck and the tip was causing the top of the glans to bulge forward without the tip emerging or any more of the pin penetrating the ridge of the glans.
I grabbed a teaspoon and dipped the handle into the alcohol. Holding the pin with one hand and pushing hard, I placed the flat of the teaspoon handle onto the bulge and pushed back hard. More of the pin penetrated into the glans. After several attempts the tip finally protruded out of the glans. Half an inch of the pin was embedded between the ridge and top of the glans.
Placing my fingers either side of the pin tip I pushed the pin so that half the tip was fully through. No blood the pin was totally sealing the holes.
WOW my penis had safety pin poking through its tip. I closed the pin and admired my work. If I had jewellery I would have inserted it and joined the ranks of the pierced community.
If only I had a digital camera. My previous photos were taken with a borrowed camera.
After a couple of hours I decided I had better remove the pin. I did not know if it was a suitable material and any way it would get caught.
Problem the sharp tip is the part which normally springs open and this was imbedded in the head of my penis. I had to find away to open the pin with out it flicking open.
I suspected that in removing the pin there may be some bleeding so I moved to stand over the toilet.
Tentatively and with get care I undid the pin avoiding it springing open. I poured alcohol over the tip which would pull back through my glans. I gripped the pin between my finger tips and pulled it back.
The instant the tip of the pin disappeared blood gushed forth. A steady stream poured into the toilet bowl, alarmed I withdrew the pin completely and blood flowed in both directions. My glans deflated. I estimate that between 50 and 100mL of blood had poured into the toilet. Would I need to call an ambulance?
I placed my finger tip and thumb to stem the flow. I grabbed some toilet paper and repositioned my fingers. In the instant that the holes were uncovered the blood flow had changed to a rapid drip instead of the spurting flow initially released. I positioned the paper and again applied pressure.
I held this position for five minutes before attempting to release my grip. By this time the flow had ceased and with relief I went and applied Betadine.
Only then did I go to bmezine to find out what I had just done was called a dydoe piercing and my method of sterilization was stupid and infection is a serious concern. Also everyone described this procedure as causing severe pain. I will now have to wait to see if any infection sets in.
12 hours after the point of entry and exit show slight bruising and their not even tender to touch.
When I try anything like this again, I will go to a professional or use Betadine on the point of entry and exit and fully sterilize the instruments, jewellery and of course have a camera on hand.
Hugo