So I have chosen to write about my first pull and BBQ. I would like to warn you the reader ahead of time. Some of my were irresponsible, if not downright dangerous. Its simple science really. Alcohol thins your blood and this particular mod makes you bleed. And furthermore I would like to state, I was questioned about my sobriety before I was hooked and I did not answer truthfully. I have chosen to write this mainly because im sure someone has had similar experiences and hopefully some people can learn from my mistakes and not hurt themselves. And yes, I was an IAM member. And yes, my account was frozen till it expired. And no it wasn't over this. And yes it probably does look like this was typed at a fifth grade level.
At A Glance Author anonymous Contact anonymous@bme.anon When Three months ago Artist onefemmeboy Studio pullen park Location north carolina So you probably want to know what I'm talking about. Ok it all started when I saw there would be an IAM meet within 5 miles of my house. I was physched. I decided to go. However I was quite strung out on drugs at the time. I was smoking black tar heroin every day at the time and drinking dxm twice a week, as well as drinking and using marijuana everyday. I had been contemplating whether I wanted to pull or not. I went ahead and signed up.
So before the bbq I smoked a good amount of black tar and grabbed my jack daniels and i was out the door.
When I got to the bbq, everyone was super friendly. Many people had traveled much farther than i had to be there. We all kinda grouped together as most iam members where quite easy to spot in the park. Then we all went to the bbq area and started grilling. It was fun. I tried to talk b16agirl into kickboxing me, as she kickboxes professionally. I see blashphemor sometimes at the tattoo shop.
So after a couple hours erin aka onefemmeboy started throwing hooks. By that point I had been drinking the jack daniels out my party cups. But no one really knew I was catching a buzz.
So I watched a bunch of people pull. Id sure like to give props to the guy he pulled from his chest and back at the same time. I forgot his name though. The clearest memory I have of the bbq is the girl who went before me getting hooked. She started crying right before she got hooked. She said to go ahead and put the hooks in. But time froze for me as I watched the tears run down her cheeks.
So I was next. I felt nervous a bit. More self-conscious than anything. Someone kind rubbed my head for a bit and that really helped. I sure felt the first hook go in. The second one I didn't really notice and I was ready to go. I stood up and they told me where to walk too and put us in position. I felt great at this point. I pulled with iam:immortal ninjette. It felt amazing pulling. I regretted wasting it on drugs and alcohol at that point. Just thinking how much better it would be to do straight. Pulling was very intense for me. I cant even describe the feeling.
After we finished they were trying to talk me into a four way pull. At this point I felt weird and smoked a cigarette. After my cigarette I knew I wanted the hooks out. And I wanted them out right then and there. The hooks were evil and they were screwing with my mantra or whatever. So erin took them out. I bled. I could feel the blood running down my back. The warmth of the blood felt sickening. After that. I hung around for ten more minutes or so. Then I started feeling not well. I drove home planning on taking a nap and coming back to the bbq. Boom. I was out till ten or eleven that night. And thats it. I still got the hooks.
Bottom line there is drugs and mods do not mix. I'm sure I will never drink and do drugs before mods ever again. It took away from the experience.
Id like to say a little more about bbqs though. It was pretty cool to meet other iamers. Most my friends are not modified. It was just nice to meet people who felt the same way on the subject of modification as myself. The people there were cool. Not everyone there was someone I would hang out with. But most were. At the very least we all respected each other. I still don't know why I seek to be modified. I love the look, the feel, the glory that is modification. But I do recomend if there is an iam event near you and you get modified other than the reason of a current trend, to go. At the very least you'll get a free meal and a sunburn. And guys, some of those iamer girls are really cute. Just in case you are wondering who I am. My IAM was johny black. And once again please don't try to mix intoxicants with mods. Its just dangerous.