Feb 18th
I can't see anything the whole day since I'm behind a band aid. It
really helps to stop any movement in the wound - which hurts. Worst of
all is the pain in the balls, my master says. He thinks it's triggered
by the band aid (he's wrong!).
First cleaning. What a pain, what a mess! My master uses chamomile which
seems to be good.
Feb 20th
Finally my master manages to clean the stitch thoroughly without messing
up the bath...
It's fun to see something - it's so damp and dark behind the band aid!
It's an awful bath but my master told me he cannot afford redecorating.
Feb 21st
The first time I was touched...
Feb 22nd
My master should do his weekly jogging. He has to find an excuse for the
others...
He didn't see any discharge the last days - wrong again!
Feb 24th
It's weekend again and I get much more light and air now. It's so much
easier when outside society my master explains...
But he did too much movement today...
Feb 25th
Ouch! Everything's open, lots of discharge!
My master finally links the pain in the balls to a radiation from the
pierce - with a time delay. This body has invented some very funny odds
and ends...
I'm getting a much lighter bandage now to relieve any pressure. Pain's
ceased quite a lot, my master says.
Feb 26th
Take it slow I need some healing...
March 6th
My master forgot me today and jumped onto the table. I had to remind
him! He went in panic to the toilet to check. Nothing's wrong; don't
panic!
March 2nd
Celebration day! Two weeks. Fistula seems to be built up by now but
highly sensitive!
March 3rd
The first light jog. No problems >:)
March 7th
My master leant on his hip riding the underground - wow!
Second jog. 8 km.
March 9th
Three weeks.
I'm free! No band aid's concealing my view! A nice house he's living
in...
I still hope I'm not touched with dirty fingers!
March 13th
There's absolutely no pain from the stitch by now but the discharge
doesn't stop. Will it ever? I'll let him wonder..
March 14th
I'm almost torn. First my master went jogging and didn't feel that he
lost that movement-damping band aid somewhere. Ow, that rubbed! It
didn't really hurt but it was awful!
Then he made a movement where I was caught somewhere..
Ouch! That hurt!
March 15th
Pain at each movement. My master added salt to the chamomile bath. Will
it help?
March 16th
Four weeks. I'm still in pain. Don't know where it exactly comes from.
Perhaps from rubbing upon the fresh skin - there's almost no discharge
any more to grease it ?!?
March 17th
So here it is: Pus. Am I infected? I'm treated with some betaisodona
lotion. There's jodine in it - yuck!
March 18th
It's clear by now: I've got a nice infection. Funny: my master complains
about unbearable feelings - not pain! Guess infection started on 13th
and this is where the problems came from...
March 20th
Infection is slowly clearing down I think. We'll see...
I'm blindfolded again which helps damping movement considerably...
My master was traveling by underground. There was some good vibration
and I was able to generate a feeling rolling right up the stomach.
Heading to the nipples right away spreading there. I had a quarrel with
my master since he didn't want all the people to guess it - hehe >:)
March 21st
This morning there was no pus anymore. But the tunnel is sore. The left
one by pressing - it is really red by now. The right by rubbing which it
got during the cleaning procedures.
My master insists on jogging today. We'll see how far he gets...
I have to admit: he was right. We jogged about 10 km without problems.
March 22nd
Puss again. But a very small amount. I'm feeling almost well again.
Sigh! I was in terrible fear the body will reject me...
[Hey, sit down on some wood so I can knock on it!]
March 23rd
5 weeks. I'm getting some fresh air. My master's freezing but who cares?
March 25th
There was no puss for two days and there it is again...
March 28th
My master's got the flu. Just lies on his back and doesn't move. Clean
me or puss will pop up again...
March 30th
6 weeks. Puss is searing again...
April 4th
Master's back at work. Puss wasn't seen for two days so all seems to be
perfect. Since there are lots of snow - rather improbable for this time
of the year - and my master's still a bit weak he can be overruled not
to jog today. Sigh...
April 7th
It's over 7 weeks by now and puss didn't come again but there's still
some discharge. Why does it heal oh so slowly??
April 10th
Healing speeded up considerably, magnificently!
We were on a jog today and it wasn't a problem at all! Moved freely,
sailed over the soil and all was really beautiful...
April 13th
8 weeks. Healing stumbled the last few days and today we found some puss
again. But it was once only - sigh
April 15th
Oh, it wasn't once only...
April 18th
It was an excellent idea to go to sauna yesterday. Though I had troubles
in the morning we did our regular jogging and went to sauna thereafter.
It was the first time to sauna for me and I feared some heating up
problems, but there were none since I could lean on the scrotum. And I
have to note that I went unnoticed...
I almost forgot: there was no puss any longer this evening!
April 20th
Wonderful: I'm feeling so light, movable!
Am I healed?
April 22nd
Oh, my high spirits were too early: Oh, how much I hate these dreadful
white puss! We were walking the woods yesterday and it seems it was too
much...
April 27th
10 weeks. And my master still complains about pain.
He's thinking of removing me -- Hell, NO!!!!
We'll try restriction of movement...
April 29th
My master blindfolded me again. Let's hope this restriction of movement
will help.
May 4th
11 weeks. The body slows down his rejection but my master rumbled around
a lot in the garden. Yuck that ribbled...
May 6th
Uh, yeah, don't move too much...
May 11th
12 weeks. My master's birthday. He sets an ultimatum for another two
weeks. Shudder!!!
May 16th
A free day. Since I'm rather loose the last days, almost no discharge my
master removed my blindfolds. Hurray! A great day to come - nude in the
garden...
May 18th
13 weeks. Something's wrong...
May 19th
Oh, hell! This white puss again! Will this body never stop to reject me?
May 25th
14 weeks. Ultimatum's day. I'm rather healed right now - sigh - so I've
got another chance...
May 30th
It feels like healed! Great!!!
My master had a very pleasurable jogging which pinched now and then but
flew us many kilometers with plenty of adrenalin/endorphine >:)
June 1st
15 weeks. Jogging proved to be a bit too much movement for the moment.
Hmmm. :(
June 6th
I've got to develop a strategy to prove my master I'm useful to him.
I've got the feeling he's got enough of me. Hmmmm...
June 8th
16 weeks. Nice morning.
But what's that? No, you won't! No! NO!!!!
Hey, that's my ball! Stop it!!! He really means it!!!!
Argh........