A Step in the Right Direction

At A Glance Author Nick - Learning All The Time Contact nick.ellis@talk21.com Artist Myself Studio At Home & in Hotel Bedrooms Location Various

Hi, I'm a new recruit to the fold. Since I was very deeply involved with, what I can only describe as the nearest thing I have ever experienced to be really true Nymphomaniac, I have always had a very high level of interest in sex of all manifestation but I have been particularly interested in exploring some of the slightly more diverse forms of sexual activity such as body modification, tattoos, piercing, extreme, bondage, torture, and, out of curiosity, often to somewhat extreme levels of the craft for many, many years. However, it is only recently that I have been able to offer any personal experience to the group, so here I go with my introduction passage (sounds like some kind of anal invasion scenario at first, but don't be put off just yet, please.)

The very first occasion that I experienced any possible form of body modification was, as I'm sure is often the case, by accident.

The typical and easily made male error of trapping the extraneous folds of my foreskin in the notoriously deadly teeth of my trouser zip!

It hurt like Hell and, as I was in a very public place, the whole scenario did not lend itself to a personal "pity-party", so the embarrassment factor was extremely high. However, what I thought was initially a very painful and embarrasing experience quickly led on to a pleasant development of my sexuality, body awareness, personal limitations and, ultimately, to a wonderful and extatically enjoyable exploration of the erogenous zones that, whilst I realised that I had them, I had never fully explored what I had possessed within my own shere of personal influence.

I wondered what else I could do if I had survived that !!

Once the initial pain and embarrassment had subsided, I realised that I had achieved a remarkable level of arousal - Upon closer inspection, I saw that I had developed by far the largest penile erection that I had ever experienced for a very long time (red hot sexual encounters had been sadly lacking for the last few months since a major splt from my oh so enthusiastic female companion) and I was really missing any form of direct genital stimulation). So, in the quest for self contained personal sexual inventivness, I decided to explore / investigate the cause of this phenominal level of arousal.

My first avenue of exploration was by trying to re-create the cause; I started, gingerly at first, with a gentle "pricking" of my foreskin closely followed by moving towards and onto scrotum. This was feeling very good indeed, but did not bring me to the level I was looking for in terms of "the big one".

Subsequently, I began to explore my glans, being more careful now and using a flame-sterillised needle. I began pricking it gently at first, then, with growing confidence, arousal and the yearn to learn, I began to stab at it with a view to reaching the utmost extreme I could handle. Once I had got over the initial shock, and as the weeping blpood subsided, I soon began to explore the deeper sensations of penile piercing by pushing the needle, at first, through thin folds of foreskin flesh, and then - as my bravery grew, through my bell end itself. This was closely followed by adventures to and through my nipples, that flt really good, and I almost came there and then. I then began to tease my scrotum, pushing gently at first, but then with renewed vigour into the deepest areas of my ball sac and later, with the purchase of some sterile surgical instruments, I took the real plunge and went on to some more clinically administered foreskin modification, such as the slitting of my "frenum" (I think I have the right word, but I'm not certain; I'm talking about the thin web of skin that runs from the urethral opening down to the lower ridge of the penis). If I'm wrong, please let me know.

I find experimenting with my most sensitive erogenous zones an extremely arousing experience, even when I do it to myself and by myself. I would love to meet a person (preferably a female, although the right male / couple would be equally welcome) who understands and appreciates the methods and activities that have given me so much erotic pleasure so far.

If there is anyone out there who thinks that they would like to help, teach, touch, pierce, anaethatise (only joking), prod, poke, spear, prick, pierce, cut, lacerate, expand, incise, counsel, or just downright stick one into me, please get in touch as soon as you get the chance.

I am still learning and exploring, including sounding & urethral expansion (my current favorite) and anal invasion; the biggest thus far is the handle of an 8" adjustable spanner ("monkey wrench").

Any ideas would be very welcome.

TTFN. Please get in touch.