O hell no! .... Never! ... . I could never do that to myself . . ..
At A Glance Author Andrew Contact gramaticacrow@hotmail.com IAM Titaniumcrow When A month ago Artist Jeremiah Studio Halo Piercing Location Phoenix area Every one of these things once passed through my head, as if my brain is just using common sense. Thinking of any genital piercing at all would have made me cringe back and contemplate why anyone would ever do that. Even after I had my: Septum pierced twice with a 10 gauge needle; Labrets times two; some 5/8" ears; and more, I still looked at genital piercing as an impossible goal never to be obtained.
After breaking up with a rather long relationship, I started to explore my options. Looking to places besides girls to get a form of excitement. Dawn walks, drawing, even branding myself. All forms and/or methods that I felt my energy being spread over this earths surface were explored.
One fateful day just near the launch of summer my friend of 15 years tells me were all going down to his dads house, in Arizona, for a week from July 11th to July 18th. (Which means Him [Steve] and her [Gabrielle], which are unofficially together.) Were all stoked because we get to drive there, break some chains for a week, dump work (which was excruciatingly painful at the time) and just get away. All of us graduating this year nudged that intense feeling of freedom to an even higher notch. July 11th comes by, and I was out with some people, having to rush home from the beach at 8:30am to get to Chino Hills, CA. by 9:15am or so. I pack in record time; Steve gets home from work being picked up by Gabrielle. Off we are.
Spending time out in the AZ was awesome. I loved the heat, and just getting away from everyone and everything was great. Spending my random spare time online, I kept in touch with bmezine.com of course, and nothing out of the norm happened. I decided to take a trip over to new experiences, and saw a couple from the Phoenix area.... this made my mind sprawl. All of a sudden I was reading every experience I could get my hands on. As long as it had an Apadravya, or an Ampallang I was sold on every stitch of lettering that was included in that particular experience.
It was not hard to find Halo's number, and I called right away. I talked to the man there (which I assume was Jeremiah), he was very nice and he hooked me up with an appointment toward the end of the day. Only problem is I somewhat did this on an impulse, and the appointment was in 2 days. The rest of that day I was exchanging views with myself on whether or not I should pull through with it. Second day was a breeze, not a thought.
The day of the appointment.... .. . . ... what a day. Wake up at 6:00am with such excitement it put Christmas to shame. Yes my appointment was at 7:30pm. 7:00pm rolls around and I Midas well be jumping off the walls, I was amped. Driving over there we got lost, so it took about 45 minutes to get there, that's ok because I was not in the back room until they had my needle and jewelry autoclaved. Looking at the wide variety of natural plugs, and jewelry, I had no problem passing the time.
Finally 8:45 comes slamming down on the minute hand as of Thor himself were dictating time. "ANDREW".....*whew* heart stops for a second or two. I get up and get into the back room. Very clean and I actually felt a lot safer there then I previously did in the waiting room. I dropped the trousers, and he started his business. Gabrielle was there for me... Steve opted to smoke outside. She looked on as if I was on a butcher's block, and I looked back as if I believed her. Marking commenced and I approved after a few new dots. Left of the frenum, and coming out a bit to the right, taken into account I "chill" a tad to the left when erect, so it should work out fine. I have never seen a 12 gauge needle look so overwhelming and daunting, I wanted a 10 gauge needle the entire time... no im not pleased I went for the smaller needle, thankful in a way, yes. Foersters or Penningtons im not sure, all I know is they put me in a comfortable state. This might sound strange, but I think they turned me on just enough to calm down that last morsel of relentless warning that my conscious was sending out.
This needs a new paragraph. We line everything up nicely, (If I may steal a quote that I found very accurate from another experience submitter.) And by then my penis was a second belly button. Your little man knows what's going to happen, and he will do everything he can to hide. Back to the climax. Jeremiah was nice, calm, clean, and very professional. He proceeds to tell me to breath deep, and sets the needle right up on my Frenum =Andrew butts in= "NOT YET" I say in a rather firm voice. "Just keep exhaling and I will inform you while breathing in when im going to do it on the following exhale. "Ok" I say. The best part about this is that somehow he knew when I was ready, he knew the point right before I would back out again, and right after it would hurt worst given im focused completely on my cock.
BAM
Like getting a 30 pound cinder block dropped on your member. Yet o-so strangely amazing. As if I let go of a wave of energy that hit everyone in the room. Gabrielle sitting there not so much stunned as in a form of lesser disbelief. Strong jolt through my body, strong smile on Gabrielle's face, and absolutely zero pain after the initial piercing. Insertion was a breeze, and so was putting the balls on the Barbell. I got up right away to look at "myself" in the mirror. As another pulse of energy gets whipped around the room, and all three of us knew it was not only meant to be, but also completes another small part of me, in order to reach my ultimate goal of self satisfaction.
How's about a little Q&A. Size: 12 gauge; 1" long; internally threaded; Stainless Steal; straight barbell. Did it hurt? Yes, but I was able to reach a type of illusive Zen accessed only through endorphins. How's healing so far? Great, granted the first two days or so were a blood bath. Put your self on a schedule of Sea Salt soaks, and washes two times a day with a good soap (I use Satin.). I normally just: Get some clean boxers for the day; take my morning shower; wash up everything on my body; get the Satin out and wash the jewels; get out of the shower; dry body off with towel; finally get another small CLEAN washcloth and dry off the package separately. Have you tried it out yet? No I have not, established that I do not get laid much, mostly out of preference (mostly). I also want to take the best care of this as possible; it IS a very important part of you. Finally would you suggest this piercing to others? I must say that it is very intense, and you have to prepare yourself as much physically as you need to mentally. Please do not claim the pot and kettle color discrimination syndrome, im aware I rushed into this in a way, but I have been through a half dozen serious piercing, and other modification procedures. To truly enjoy this whole process, tune yourself in the best you can, and you will feel things you have only had dreams about.
If there are any questions or comments, feel free to e-mail me, or just hop onto my IAM page. I will always answer questions to the best of my ability, take constructive criticism on a positive note, and just simply talk if your bored.