The Journey Continues

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The Journey Continues

When I wrote last I had just completed opening up the underside of my cock head, a meatotomy. This has been an amazing journey for me and now with the split completely healed, I can't get enough head particularly as I'm stretching my urethra as well. I can now get my pinkie in quite easily.

Lately I've been wondering where to go next. I'm certainly keen to continue my journey. I'd like to eventually achieve a full subincision but this would be very difficult to arrange where I live. I've thought about doing it myself but have gone off this idea after reading up on the subject a bit. How would I cope with a bleeder etc. And the thought of suturing myself, well. What I'd like to do eventually is to complete my subincision to below the scrotum, thereby creating two separate sacs and more or less creating a little cunt. I wonder however whether this in anatomically possible and would like to hear from others who may have attempted or are interested in doing the same.

Ball piercing also fascinates me, the sight of those play pierced nuts on BME is just incredible, but again I guess I'm a little nervous of the massive bleeder. It all comes down to a lack of knowledge about what could happen. This is where the BME site is so invaluable, thanks, team.

Anyway, eventually I decided I would complete the splitting of my cock head, as this seemed to be the most manageable thing I could attempt myself. At first I thought I would try it in stages, a little at a time like the way I completed the meatotomy. One afternoon I got everything ready and psyched myself up to have a go. I had pierced my glans around the rim a few times before just playing with needles so I knew or thought I did what to expect. I thought I would start off by pushing up the needle from my meatotomy to around half way back on the head. My plan was to then cut down to the needle. Stage 1.

I set up the needle in a clamp on my bench and laid my spread cock head on it. The word altar came to mind. The feeling of apprehension of the impending piercing really got me going and I wondered whether the extra hardness of my cock was going to affect the result - I guess the blood part was getting to me again.

Finally I thought, well it's now or never. I held my cock head between where I hoped the needle would come out and simply pushed down. The pain was intense but exquisite. Eventually the needle appeared between my fingers and I was happy to hold it there for a few minutes. The look of the steel tip protruding from my smooth hard as a rock cock head was reward enough and this was far deeper than any play piercing I had done before. Eventually I got bored I guess and pushed the quite heavy gauge needle through to its eye. Wow.

I suppose I played with the needle in my cock head for quite a while, much more fun than the light gauge needles I had used before. I thought back to my original Prince Albert so many years before and thought how that was stretched with heavy play over time. I wondered whether the same or a similar result could be achieved with my new Amp. I had created an Amp! Hard to believe. After all I could always do the head splitting thing later, couldn't I.

With this in mind I went to find a 12-gauge barbell I had put away years ago. I disinfected it under boiling water and tried it for size. It actually seemed a little short. I have a quite large glans, a real knob. I then realised that that one end would sit inside my meatotomy and with that in mind I resolved to put the planned cut on hold for now, insert the barbell and enjoy the new look of an Amp.

Before I could change my mind I worked the needle back and forth a little and simply pushed it through from the lower end with the barbell. This actually hurt a hell of a lot more than the piercing. It hurt a lot. The barbell was a little bigger than the needle, not a good idea, I now realise. There was only a spot of blood and the pain soon subsided to a quite enjoyable dull ache. Once complete I fitted the ball and sat back to admire my afternoon's work. It looked fantastic with the steel ball resting in the exact middle of the top of my still hard cock head. I thought that the lower ball inside my meatotomy might prove a problem but this has worked out fine too.

I've had my new Amp in now for about two weeks and things are healing up very nicely. I've yet to have sex with a partner with it fitted but will wait a week or two yet. Hasn't stopped me trying it out though. It has crossed my mind that once healed I might get a wand made up that would use the Amp as its anchor, but then if I ever did get around to completing the dreamed of head split, I would have to rethink the anchor thing. All this for another day - right now I am really enjoying the weight and feel of my new Amp.