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Self-inflicted ampallang |
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One day while surfing the web, I ran across a newsgroup containing binaries of various bodyart images. When I viewed images of piercings, I found myself very much arroused by the sight of both male and female genital piercings. However arroused I was, I didn't think I was ever going to find myself in a studio getting anything done. Least of all, pulling my pants down, and slapping my cock in someone else's hand, to have them drive a steel rod through it. A few months passed, thinking about it off and on. Then mother nature made the decision a little easier for me. In the middle of a blizzard, snowed-in and bored stiff, for some reason, I decided that I was going to do it. I checked around the house, and looked for something I could use to pierce myself with. The best thing I could find was in a pack of sewing needles. There were a couple of large ones, I think for repairing socks or something. It was pretty sharp, so I washed it in alcohol, and lubricated it with antibiotic ointment. After mustering up enough courage, I started to put it through. It hurt like hell. I would work on it a bit, give it a rest, then push a little more. It was going pretty well for a while. About twenty minutes later, and two thirds of the way through, it felt as though the needle was stuck. It wouldn't go any further, and it was all but impossible to even twist the needle imbedded in my cock. I was leaving little blood trails on my wood floors as i searched around for something to help myself with. I decided that I wasn't going to give up, having gone this far already. There was only one thing I could think of at the time, so I employed a hammer to drive it the rest of the way through. I wasn't sure if I was going to pass out or have an orgasm. After A few raps, I had successfully nailed my cock to the countertop, which at least ment that it was through. I was a bit more relaxed at his point, but then had to figure out what to do with it now. The only thing I could think of was to pull it out, and put a smaller needle in it's place, with erasers on the ends to keep it in, and keep from jabbing myself with the pointed ends. It was sore as hell.The next few nights were not very restful, and I was popping a few tylenol before bed. While on the road during work, I ran across a tattoo studio, with a "body jewelry" sign in the window. I stopped in and purchased a 14g straight barbell. There must have been some reaction to the metal of the needle, because when I replaced the needle with the barbell, the lagging discomfort vanished. Healing went well enough, with only a few problems, which I remedied with hydrogen peroxide and aplications of ointment. After a few years, I decided to increase the size to a 10g straight, and now I'm up to a 8g bent barbell. The stretches went well, although changing from a straight barbell to a bent barbell was tender for a bit until it migrated enough to fit the new shape. I have also added a smaller 10g captive bead pa, which was by comparison painless.
I love it. Sexually, I feel as though I cum harder after the piercing, and it's more enjoyable for my partner. Looking at me, you would never guess I had one, and that adds to the enjoyment. Part of the sensation is the "what if my mother found out" thought, and the knowing that it's down there, and nobody knows about it. It still turns me on to see them. I have yet to see first hand a female's pierced nipples or genitals, and whenever I see a woman with a nose ring or pieced eyebrow, I wonder what else they might have done, although the facial piercings don't do anything for me (other than the tongue). But every time I see one, I find myself thinking about it.
I'm planning to add some more and go larger on the ones I have. I'm not sure if I'll try another ampallang, at least myself. I'm wondering how far I go before it would create problems with metal detectors ( my job takes me to many!), and what would happen when it does. It's great to see the varios posts on BME, and finding out what other people are doing. (keep them coming, I'll post mine as soon as I can) I'm also open to sugestions. Female input is greatly appreciated, as it's not just for my enjoyment.