The problem of two little secrets
At A Glance
Author anonymous
Contact anonymous@bme.anon
When A year ago
Studio Dare to wear
Location Amsterdam
Piercing is one of the most individual experiences. You do it for yourself, but what's up with the others? As long as I remember I dreamed of getting my nipples pierced and maybe my clithood too. First of all: I think it's so beautiful. Second: I thought it would give a sensational feeling. And third: I was not satisfied with my boops en nips. I had one problem: my boyfriend. I was afraid he should think that I became crazy and that he should reject me with my nipples pierced. I was sure he didn't like it at all. So I didn't do it, did not even talk about it. After seven years we broke up.

One of the first things I did in my new life as a single was getting my nipples pierced. I only remember the fascinating tense and excitement of going to the piercing studio and doing it after so many years longing and fantasizing, but I didn't want to see the needle piercing my nips so I closed my eyes, concentrating on breathing out of my belly. The piercer was a friendly girl with a lot of piericngs. I opened my eyes at the time I was sure I had the rings in my nipples. It hurt like a bitch but I was so proud of myself. Now, my boops were just as beautiful as some of the pierced tits I head seen on BME. It was like a dream came true. I had my own secrets. I couldn't stop showing myself in the mirror and play with those marvellous toys (when the holes were healed of course). It felt great and I felt great.

But having a secret was also a problem. As soon as I got a little bit engaged with another boy, I was in panic. What should he think of me when he should discover my little secrets? Should he think that I was a kind of slut? So I put them out, just before we got sex with another. But without rings in my nips it was not me, myself and I in that relationship, so we broke up after some months. I feeled lost and was angry on myself for putting my rings out.

Soon I thought at the fine stimulating opportunity of rejecting to pierce my nipples again. I went to the same studio to the same girl who had pierced me. Now I wanted to see everything and I enjoyed the hole process, I had only a short pain. I became me again as I wanted to be. Allthough I prefer the marvellous look of a CBR I chose barbells the second time, because the rings sticked very often. Later on I went to the piercing studio to change the barbells for CBR's and got the holes stredged to the lovely size of 10 g.
Again it was me who rejected the rings because of the fear what other people should think of it. The damned poor fool I was. Another boyfriend occurred but left finally.

Two years ago I got my nipples pierced for the third time and now definetely. This time I told to my girlfriends I was going to get my nipples pierced. That was a good beginning, I discovered that some of them had genital piericngs themselves and never told me. One of them showed me her beautiful little pearl. Now I was sure I wanted to have my nipples pierced and later on a genital piercing too.
But before piercing my nipples definitely I took a facial piercing, a labret, to show potential lovers that I was pierced. So, they were warned. When boys fantasied if I was pierced elsewhere on my body, I discovered they got horny and I got horny too.

Again I chose barbells for my nipples during the healing time and afterwards I got them stredged to 10 g. rings. Thinking and hoping: I never put them out again. Lucky me, according to my new boyfriend my boops are beautiful. He likes to play with them, it aches a little bit but very pleasurable. It was the first time another person touched them and liked them. Recently he got his own nipples pierced. He's so sexy.

Nowadays I'm not ashamed anymore and I show them frankly. I like to walk topless on the beach and show my secrets. Last year I got my clithoot pierced with a little CBR in combination with a christina. The magnificient feeling, not only during having sex but mostly all the time, made me the happiest woman on earth, but still I love the rings in my nips the most. So if you are in doubt of doing it or in doubt of your boyfriend's opinion: do it, you'll never regret it. And be open about it, share it and don't be ashamed.


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