Self-Done Nipple
At A Glance
Author Valey
Contact Valey@bme.anon
When Two years ago
After reading people's accounts of their piercing's on BME for the past couple of months, and also reading the articles about what not to do when getting a tattoo/piercing, I'd thought I'd add a cautionary tale of my first piercing, which I'm afraid to say I did myself, in order to keep people from making the same mistakes I did when they came to get their first piercing. And while it may seem hypocritical of me to lay down a "do as I say, not as I do" type of account, I believe it is only by learning about the mistakes other people have made that we learn not to make them ourselves.

Let's rewind for a moment to June 2005. At that time I was studying for my end of year exams at school and was considering getting a piercing. By "considering" though, I really mean that I was sitting around in school one day and almost jokingly mentioned that I'd like to get my nipple pierced: this was followed by a big laugh from everyone around and no-one really took me seriously.

At this period in time I only knew about shops which pierced ears and tattooists I didn't realise that I could have gone to a specialist piercer for this, as if I had known I would definitely have gone to one of them and not ended up doing what I did in the end: that is take a safety pin and stick it through my nipple!

But that's exactly what I ended up doing. I was sitting around in my room one day in June with the late evening sunlight streaming in my window day-dreaming about a friend who had pierced his ear himself with a safety pin and suddenly decided I could do the same myself: only instead of to my ear, I'd do it to my nipple. This seemed like a good idea at the time and so without any further ado, I got some ice and a safety-pin, held the ice on my nipple until it was numb and then finally pushed the needle through (which took a while due to it being a relatively blunt needle). I then simply left the safety-pin in and went down to dinner, wondering at how crazy I must have just been to do that to myself, and the next day put some tape over my nipple (with the safety-pin in) and carried on as normal with my life.

A couple of days later, I went back to training (I was a UK national rower until I grew to old for the junior squad and found everyone in the senior squads were faster, heavier and about 6 inches taller than me so gave it up) and, as I wasn't prepared to show people the depths that my self-mutilation (as I thought of it then) had sunk to, I simply took the pin out and left it out for a couple of days.

Not realising the risks of what I had done, I put a different pin in after a couple of days and simply thought it would all be alright: what I failed to think of, as a young and naive 17 year old, was that this pin was rusty and I had just pushed it through what was essentially an open wound in my chest. After about 3 days though (about a week from the original piercing) my nipple started seeping pus at all days of the day and night, and I panicked. Instead of going to a doctor about this infected wound seeping from my chest, afraid that he would think me crazy for sticking a pin through my nipple and have me committed or something, I decided to simply stick a plaster over it and hope it would heal up by itself.

Unfortunately, I had failed to consider that an infection doesn't just go away by itself without causing some harm to the body it's infected: by not considering that I ran the risk of permanent scarring to my nipple and surrounding tissue and even a severe infection to my body which could have led to septicaemia and even death!

Luckily, however, this story has a happy ending: after sponging pus off my nipple every day for a couple of months and finding a nice gold bar in a shop to keep in my nipple permanently, I ended up with a fantastic piece of body jewellery and a ink into the world of body modification which I wouldn't trade for anything. I was seriously lucky, however, in the way that there was n permanent damage to me or my nipple (except for a hole in it) from my self-piercing experience. Let me stress that what I did was reckless and stupid, and that if I had thought about it I would have gone to a professional to pierce me, as I have with all my subsequent piercing's, although of all of them: I love my nipple bar the best: simply for the amount of people freaked out when I finally came up with the courage to show it to people, a mere six months after the event: and the equally shocked expressions I get when I tell them I did it myself! At the end of the day a great experience, but one I would only go through again with the help of a professional and without the huge amount of pus.


Disclaimer: The experience above was submitted by a BME reader and has not
been edited. We can not guarantee that the experience is accurate, truthful,
or contains valid or even safe advice. We strongly urge you to use BME and
other resources to educate yourself so you can make safe informed decisions.


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