I was afraid of a little poke

At A Glance Author Lana Contact erszabetvampyre@yahoo.com Artist My Fiance Studio His room Location Ann Arbor

I finally got my new nipple piercings.It didn't hurt at all! I think I was afraid of a little poke. My fiance and I were sitting in his room deciding what to pierce next on me. We pierced my outer labia the day before, and surprisingly doesn't hurt anymore (the day after). And about an hour earlier today we stretched my left cartilage to a 10 guage and my right cartilage to a 14 guage. I was so pumped full of endorphins that I thought I was going to explode. I was all ready to pierce something else that I couldn't wait at all.

We had planned to pierce my nipples for over a month now and I decided that I was finally ready to do it. So he told me to stand up and take my shirt off. I did and he carefully marked the entry and exit holes. I was getting nervous right about now. He told me to lie down on the bed and this would be over soon. This was at 7:30 p.m. I couldn't go through with it.It just wasn't going to happen. I lied there thinking "this is going to hurt... this is going to hurt" over and over in my head. The night before with my labia it was a sharp pain. Then a dull sting. It was enough of a sharp pain to make me cry. And usually I can take lots of pain. I have over 40 piercings and because I had that many I figured I could take anything. So I sat and thought if my outer labia hurt that much then the nipples were going to kill me. I just KNEW it was going to kill me.

My fiance looked at me and said "You know if you don't go through with this you'll be mad at yourself." I knew this was completely true. So I told him to do it. He got out the 10 guage needle he ordered offline here from the exotic body. I took one look at it and got scared again. He took out his clamps and the two 10 guage barbells too. They looke so huge to me. He put the clamps onto my right nipple and told me to breathe deeply. They pinched so badly. I KNEW this was going to hurt!! Then he took the needle and coated the end in bacitracin so it would slide through easily. Then he said "On the count of three I'm going to push it through." He counted to three and I squeezed my eyes closed tightly and gritted my teeth. I felt the needle being pushed through but there wasn't any pain. I kind of moved a little thinking that it was pain when it really wasn't. After the needle was pushed through the clamp was removed. I opened my eyes and burst out laughing!! He said that it shocked him when I laughed because people laugh at a funny movie, people laugh at a person falling on a banana peel but people don't usually laugh when they voluntarily have a huge needle pushed through their nipple.

All that byuild up for a piercing that didn't even hurt! He coated the end of the 10 guage barbell in bacitracin and pushed it through my nipple. I was expecting this to at least hurt a little so I closed my eyes tight again. And AGAIN I didn't even feel it. I questioned "When are you goign to put it through?." Then he put the ball on the end of the barbell and tightened it as tight as it would go. Then I was all done for that nipple. He did the exact same procedure for my left nipple. And the same thing happened, no pain at all. I just burst out laughing again. He put the barbell in and I stood up to go look in the mirror. I loved them!!!

I went to put my shirt on which hurt because I had to bend over. God did it hurt! It wasn't a BAD pain just a kind of hurt. So I got dressed and he drove me home. Once I got home I sat there a little in shock and in a little bit of pain. I decided to put a bra on because then my boobs woldn't move around a whole lot. So I did then took some aleive to dull the pain. I went to bed early since It was a big day of modifications. When I wokoe up there was still a little bit of pain but nothing bad. Not even crusties. I hopped in the shower and cleaned my nipples with antibacterial soap then hopped out. I like the idea of having a piercing that no one else knows about. Especially the outer laiba. It's nice to know that you have a piercing thats JUST for you and no one else. And to think... I was only afraid of a quick pinch.